Malignant games of an Expert Narcissist

Malignant games of an Expert Narcissist

"Taiwan-born Joy Kuo found Kosmic Fusion online, then met the couple when they ran a stall at a mind, body and spirit exhibition in her hometown of Sydney in late 2012.

She signed up for a workshop, believing it would help her spiritual growth."It resonated with me. I was drawn to their work," she says.

Kuo, Amoutsias and other former Kosmic Fusion followers say Bhavsaar had an instant effect on their sense of wellbeing and they wanted to learn more.

When we meet, Bhavsaar explains that she teaches people how to use the energy wave - after that, they are on their own.

Her explanation of the process is long and confusing and seems to borrow from quantum physics. We asked Massey University professor of physics Bill Williams for his opinion.

He says it's "bollocks". While Bhavsaar uses terms such as photons and particle wave duality, Williams says, "this misappropriation of physics language isn't really helpful, in my opinion." 

Mr Bill talks about the process to be long and confusing, however he has strong resistance to understand the trouble a mentor goes through when the "students" start to be difficult (purposefully).

Bill doesn't spare a thought on how hard it must be for Sree Maa, to help Joy Kuo and Amoutzias - these individuals came for their spiritual growth but actually did not wanted to see the grey shades and the bubble they had created for themselves.

"You go to the Doctor to help you; when the Doctor Diagnose with some threatening health problems and offer the remedy, would you question back on the ethics of the Doctor?"

Dealing with the Narcissist and helping them in their spiritual growth is one of the most difficult task.  Can you imagine how impossible task would it be?

People like Bill pass easy judgement without understanding iota of spirituality, meditation etc. He tries to pass comment on something which he does not understand at all.

Even if one is not able to understand, it does not imply in any which way, that it's bullock. He does not have the capacity to fathom about Soul and  its progression and connection to the higher power. Bill is just a professor with the limited understanding and see the world from the books.

Sree Maa has a very wide understanding, only a person who is able to understand Vedas, Shastras, Vendantas etc actually agree what Sree Maa is saying.

I have a very naive question, does Mr Bill  have capacity to understand what Bhagwad Geeta is all about? So does it make Bhagwad Geeta bullocks NOW?

The narration of whole article is flawed as all the characters in this are practicing Christians & Atheists, who are known to have allergy towards Hinduism & Sanatan Dharma.

Why wasn't any spiritual yogi involved in this article, such a person would have understood beyond limited knowledge?

"But Kosmic Fusion followers are convinced. Former volunteer Renu Ryder, an Auckland marketing manager who says Kosmic Fusion has kept her sober after a long battle with alcoholism, describes it as "an energy that you feel that just kicks in. Some people get clarity, some people get their physical ailments improved, some people feel very calm.""

I witnessed Renus' beautiful journey, Sree Maa supported her and gave her so much Unconditional Love to come out of the  Alcohol Addiction  and  her family issues.

AA meetings were not helping Renu to pull out of depression and sadness. Only when Sree Maa walked in her life, a beautiful transformation happened but that too was short lived because of Iphigenie Amoutsias, who tarnished Renus' journey through constant mental abuse.

I personally saw how Amoutsias played with Renus' brain to do all the promotions for meditation evenings & festivals and slyly took credit. 

She kept on brainwashing everyone’s mind in making all FiT believe that Renu was a cry baby and it was very hard to deal with her. Amoutsias kept on taking advantage of Renu’s vulnerability.

Renu always had beautiful connection with Sree Maa, that made her fight with her darker shades and eventually she started becoming more stronger and confident. 

Renu was able to mend her relationship with her ex boyfriend and even with her family.

No credit is given to Sree Maa in this article. No details were covered on how Sree Maa was working with each one of us individually to come out of our small self and see that life is beyond all this self created Drama.

Renu left her drinking and been sober ever since knowing Sree Maa. I could see how Amoutsias was messing with Renu and the reason behind all the mental agony she was going through. Sadly even Renu's voice has been throttled in this article.

It is very sad that how Sree Maa has been portrayed when the reality is far different...

"While Kosmic Fusion claimed devotees in places such as Singapore, Malaysia, India, Australia and the Netherlands, who would tune into meditation sessions online, the core of the movement was a group of around 12 mostly Auckland-based people who were called Facilitators-in-Training (or FiTs)." - Article

The fact is that only 2 of us (Jeeya and myself) were living in the "Ashram Project" and at any given point there were only 4 FiT in New Zealand. 

Remaining FiT were living in other countries hence the inflated numbers is a fabricated lie to make the cult look substantially big. as obviously a group of 2 to 4 cannot make a cult. 

Reminds me of a quote "Always the truth is only half spoken"

There were 17 FiT out of which Amoutsias was successful in brainwashing 2 FiT and made them leave Kosmic Fusion whereas Renu (from Auckland) was mentally scared and emotionally drained and abused by Iphigenie. 

Renus' voice has also been cut off by the reporter as she had only good things to say about Sree Maa and Kosmic Fusion.

I vividly remember a conversation with Amoutsias where she wanted Renu to die just because Renu was unwell and staying at her house. Such is the sick mind of Amoutzias. This is not just a "Malignant Narcissist" but definitely someone with psychopathic tendency.

Below is the email from May 2017, Renu wrote in her own words on how she felt about Amoutzias"

What i feel for Dallia:
i feel Dallia is a malignant narcissist who is not willing to change. She is in denial about being in denial. The truth is i think she still wants to play with us and get some sort of satisfaction from using and abusing others. i don't trust her or wish to become friends with Dallia. The biggest issue i have with Dallia is that she doesn't believe in SreeMaaShriJi being the Supreme Controller and All-Knower, she thinks she can still ''pull one over'' on SreeMaaShriJi. Most disturbing was to hear about her attempt to poison SreeMaa and ShriJi, that for me is unacceptable under any circumstances and would  result in criminal charges in any other place, than the Ashram. What lengths is she willing to go to to poison us with her words, energies and deeds? i don''t think we've seen the end of this yet unfortunately. - Renu

Another FiT from New Zealand who left was Gillian, whom Amoutzias used as her compliance, flying monkey to do her all dirty job.

Eventually Gillian was also scared for her life, even Gillian would leave Kosmic Fusion with span of few days by maintaining “No contact rule”  - that's how toxic Amoutzias can be.

What i feel for Dallia:

i confess that presently i do not feel comfortable nor safe being around Dallia on my own.   Yesterday i went down to the Kosmos briefly with Renu to source some boxes - and had a minimal few words with Dallia while i was there.  Upon returning upstairs i felt a very sharp stabbing pain in my back like someone was putting a knife in me, plus an energetic disturbance/nausea that spread all the way from my pubic bone up through my solar plexus to my thymus...felt very nauseous and had to sit down to try and work through the waves of discordant energy.  Felt very much like i was under a strong and malevolent energetic attack ( it was very clear that Dallia was triggered by being presented with the united front of Renu and myself working together ).

i struggle to see any true regret, remorse or any kind of true acceptance in Dallia of her actions.   She seems very much in denial, and is spending too much energy in denial of her denial - such that there is no hint of any acceptance, responsibility, nor truly wanting to change.   As such - i do not see much possibility of change in Dallia  - in the short term at least.  Of course there is always hope, and i do pray for the breakdown which may lead to her breaking through - however, at the moment, i can't help feeling that the very best course of action - Gillian

I was the only one, who even after knowing Malicious intention of Iphigenie towards Sree Maa (and Kosmic Fusion) tried to make peace with Iphigenie.

After being vote out, Amoutzias took Advantage of my compassion and tried to manipulate me in believing that she wanted to also see her grey shades. Subsequently I invited Amoutzias for a FiT Reunion.

During casual catch up before the Reunion (at my shop), Iphigenie shared that she feels sick to see how she felt sense of joy and sadistic pleasure when her accomplice left FiT training and clearly mentioned that she hated Sree Maa and that's why she wanted to destroy Kosmic Fusion. A series of handwritten notes were submitted by Iphigenie to all the FiT Team.

To an extent Iphigenie even mentioned, that she cannot bear to see anyone developing any Bhaav for Sree Maa and immediately have to  create the wedge so that they all can point finger at Sree Maa.

I fell into Iphigenies' trap at that time because I felt she was opening up with me & seeking help by sharing her deepest dark secrets. Iphigenie knew I would be able to understand because I also had exactly same sick thought patterns/

"It is really sick to witness how we narcissist go completely out of control when threatened , completely become so blind in the anger of  take revenge that do not even realize that in hurting others , we are also completely destroying yourself"