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Following chat happened at my shop in June 2017, when
Iphigenie Amoutzias visited me to talk.
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conversation
In
this whole chat, I was having a casual chat with Iphigenie. This is the time when I was most vulnerable, in a self reflecting mode
while my father was not well, due to which I was very disturbed.
I felt so heart broken when Iphigenie laughed at my situation while I was sharing my feelings, shortly after this conversation, I went back to India.
Rita: so what was
that then? when you said .. I do care u know .. I did not care
Iphigenie Amoutzias:
my goodness... that was.. goodness... my goodness .. i was like where that this
comes from
Rita: so what
you wanna say about that ...
Iphigenie
Amoutzias: upstairs i realised that ugly..mmmm... self is coming
out and actually i could not control it.
Rita: you felt that
.. you .. you know why you were sad? because your face was coming out ..
not because of me
Iphigenie
Amoutzias : no ...no
Rita .. you were..
sad .
Iphigenie Amoutzias:
yah yah
Rita: it was never
about me ... you were scared that .. oh my God .. if somebody could see me real
self is coming out. That’s why you were sad.
Iphigenie Amoutzias:
yup...it was about me that i could not control it
Rita: Iphigenie
Amoutzias, you laughed at me ... the way you laughed at me .. who will laugh at
that situation.
Iphigenie Amoutzias:
yah in the Garage that day
Rita: so what was
your intention
Iphigenie Amoutzias: i wanted to make
you..MMM.. ... i wanted to break you ..that was my intention .. (.50 sec)
Rita: you enjoyed it
when I was going through it
Iphigenie Amoutzias: yah
Rita: didnt you ..
Didnt you Meera
Iphigenie Amoutzias: yes .. i did
Rita: you enjoyed it
right
Iphigenie Amoutzias: yes at that moment
... i did..
Rita: at that moment
or all the moments .. when I was going through. you have to be honest
Iphigenie Amoutzias: i felt ..mmm... i
enjoyed having the Power over you .. yes that i enjoyed ..
My Observation: Please note Iphigenie Amoutzias
is taking her own sweet time to answer... no force..
Rita: that you can do
anything and can break me
Iphigenie Amoutzias: yah .. that i enjoyed
Summary
Laughing at people's pain is what narcissists do and I
was reaping what I sowed. I have caught myself, on so many occasions that when
someone was sharing their pain, a smirk comes on my face which was extremely
hard to stop.
Iphigenie was reflecting exactly the same emotions like I felt various times. This is our (Narcs) true face, which we
hide under the mask of nice and compassionate person.